Used
Lost
Confused
Fucked
Disgusted
Drunk
Stupid
Silly
Dumb
Foolish
Idiotic
Ugly
Nothing that is
Positive
At all
Every part of me
Is hurting madly
Physically
Mentally
Emotionally
I busied myself
All day
You were busy at school
Then home to rest
You're tired
And
I know
You said
You'll be there
But
You won't
Cos you're gonna
Choose
To be the
Phantom of
My life
Yet
Again
This feeling
Sucks
Real bad
I just wanna
Hide under my blanket
And sleep
Til you return again
Been long since
I felt
This way
So
I'll need more time
This time round
To stop
Hurting
So badly
I'm
Really
Really
Sorry