I did ask you to forget certain things. It's not that I don't mean it. It's just that, if after saying it, things will change, I'd rather things don't change and remain as they were. It's been a long time since I felt this way, a very long time. Along th way, there were people that tried but could not breakdown the walls I've built.
But yet you broke them down with ease. Every moment, every word, every text are held close to me. You make me smile like an idiot and you know you have that power over me.
I really didn't expect this. It was meant as a joke. And I'm not like the others, I'm different. I care enough to stay sleepless, clutch on to my phone so tightly even as I'm doing work so that I can reply you immediately when you text me.
It's been 7 months since I felt this way. This way - I'm falling real hard. And right now, feeling damn horrible, feeling damn worried of losing you.
You're not even mine yet, yet you make me feel like i'm already yours, taken wholly.
You're not even mine yet, yet I'm scared of losing you.
How can I feel this way over someone, someone that was once a stranger to me.
I won't let you fade away, I won't. I'm gonna hold onto it and grasp tight if you'd give me one last try.
I ain't like them, I won't break ya heart.
I'm different, I know that, and you know that too.
Don't, don't let us go just like that.
I'd go through hell just to hold you,
I'd go through fire just to see you,
I'd perish with you, with you, you, only you.