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Hi people! It's the september holidays!
My o levels are coming in about a month. It's like a beautiful nightmare.
Part of me don't want it to come. Part of me just want to get it over and done with.


But since it's my holidays, I went out a bit more than schooldays. I met my two darling girls these few days.

I met this sweetie on Wednesday. We had a simple chill out session. Got our koi as usual @ bugis. Hehehe.
Spent lots of time on the train & bus chatting. Came to my place, watched videos, catch up on the goss and just... Spend time together. Simple yet fulfilling. Makes me feel contented that I finally get to see her!

She also got to see my darling kristie. Mentioning that she's grown SO much. She's too hyper for Jeslin now, cannot handle her. Hahaha. But still, adorable as always.

Though Jeslin & I had some conflicts and arguments, we stuck through it. We've cleared matters up, and we're fine.
Those that may think we're not talking or that I backstabbed her cos I'm still good friends with her ex, I think you guys seriously need to chill out and also think before you guys judge. Honestly, Jeslin's okay with it, you guys shouldn't be so bothered. Y'know? Be bothered by those that need the attention.

And also, since I'm blogging with photos, I shall do a short dedication for my dear Jeslin.
Babygirl, though we've known each other so close for less than a year, we've gone through quite a bit for such a short friendship, isn't it? Well, you know what they say, when you're up, your friends know who you are, when you're down, you know who your friends are. I always did my best to be there when you're down, when you try to push me away. I hope you see now, I'm here to stay babygirl. Don't worry if you feel like you've been torn apart, don't worry if you feel like your heart's been wrenched out. I'm not gonna talk about skies falling and all that anymore, it's cheesy. Babygirl, always remember when you're down, look beside you, I'm right here. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
P/S.: I love you more than words can express. Don't ever forget that!

Today was our 'study' date. We've planned it for a week already. This baby of mine, too busy for me :(
I'm not gonna go into details of what we ate, where we went. To put it simply is that we ended up @ terminal 2 (changi airport) by the observation decks with my lappy. We ended up not getting much studying done. Partially cos of gossiping. Partially cos she knew I was too exhausted (I only got 30 minutes of 'sleep' the night before fyi).
And there were so many things we talked about. From someone to somethings, some matters to what we want. So many things we needed to catch about though we text and talk on the phone alot. :)
Nothing beats the feeling of seeing her. I missed her so much. I really hate it when time flies so fast, we all grow up and eventually grow apart. Though we stay so near, life catches up and still pulls us apart with schoolwork, exams and all that.

Ah, I shall stop being philosophical and emo-ey.
Well, here's a nice long dedication for my babygirl. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
Baby, i'll propose to you as I promise, real soon. Sometimes this journey can get tiring, lonely and many things may tear you apart. Sometimes, life keeps throwing shit at you. So many times, I call you in tears, though sometimes you can't talk, you really do your best to text me, to comfort me. Baby, you never fail to amaze me, you don't know how much you mean to me. It isn't even the world, the universe. It's incomprehensible. I don't ever want to lose you again. I want to hold on tight baby. I love you so much. I know this is so mushy, and I know when we meet up we're all laughy laughy. But baby I really want you to know, I'd give anything everything for you. Fall and you know, I'm right here to catch you. A little cheesy but I really mean it. Baby, we'll be forever love, we'll be for eternity. Nothing, and I mean nothing, will ever break us apart. Ever again. I'll never let you go again. I love you so so so much. ♥