You were right I AM weak.

These are just random photos from my computer that I took out to color up this blog.

Guess I can't say goodbye to my blogspot yet! Haha. I wanted to. I've been tumblr-ing lately.

I haven't update this space for a month?! It's got more than 10 rat holes already I think.
I need to rant so this is my space to rant. Don't like it please please please close this!

The hits have been dropping a lot so I'm still not doing advertorials. Hahaha.

I don't know why some people can be so hypocritical sometimes. I really can't understand that mentality.

I mean, does stabbing someone in the back with your words help you feel somehow.

More confident?

I don't understand how you can sleep at night when you lie your life away.

You disgrace your parents which I know did their best to bring you up properly.

You know, chinese people like to say "THROW FACE"? You're a big joke. Huge, humongous, gargantuan joke.

I'm wasting this space to talk about you, know why? COS THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME.
ok let's move on.

Been feeling really down recently. Been feelings like this part of me has been torn away.

It was a week or so? I don't know it's shitty feeling that you're gone. You're never gonna be my baby anymore.

It wasn't a fling unlike what you guys think, for me, I really gave it my all, thinking it will work out.

I keep telling the people around me that I'll let go, I've let go or that I'll be fine in no time.. But it seems like this wound is taking longer than it should. It was just a week and I'm taking really long to let this go. Maybe I should've listened to some of them telling me to delete the photos. I didn't. I took it off my wallpaper. I'm getting better,

I got the courage to delete the texts.

I got the courage to text others.

I got the courage to stop crying when I hear songs that remind me of him.

I got the courage to sit on my bed without needing to feel his hugs.

I got the courage to head out......... And not cry when he calls.

I guess they were right. The one that falls in love loses.

I guess you were right. If I could kill any game, it'd be the love game.

I guess........... I was right. Time heals everything.

Last night I tried holding on another time.

I tried holding onto those memories.

I couldn't sleep despite the nice weather, I couldn't sleep despite the tears,

I couldn't sleep til I had to force myself to shut down my mind.

Tonight i'm falling yet again.

I'm sorry.

Sorry for disappointing each & every person that wished I wouldn't.
I can't give him up. He's like an addiction.

I can't give him up. I still have a little hope.

I can't give him up. Not cos I can't.

Cos I don't want to. Maybe just. Not yet.