I've barely any strength or mood to type this down. But I know I have to.
Rather than using this for me to self pity. I can only learn how to use this for Your glory, Lord.
Maybe some people will be turned off.
Through this results, tears & heartache, I can only take this as a point where I put it all to You.
I surrender it all. I've got nothing left, nothing left for me to cry about. I've accepted this.
No this doesn't mean I didn't put in my best. I put in my best.
That's why the first thought in my head when I got my results were "Looks like my best was never enough for this demanding world" Hey I'm human kay.
But I've learnt. God is able. He brought me to this, He will bring me through.
Lord, this is my prayer that I surrender this all to You. I know you have a plan for me. I know this is all part of my life.
I will bring glory to You. I want to bring glory to You.
Through it all, I know You. You will catch me when I fall.
You've answered me.
You have broke me, and now I await you to make me.
Amen.