As time passes away and hearts get further worn out, I hold onto what I've chosen to do: to love you.
A whole being that has walked away from everything that I once believed in. Every right taken from me to choose to walk away along with you, I stayed by my choices and with every thread of pain I cling onto you. Whatever that's left of you.
It hasn't been easy, and it won't be on the years to come.
"I want you, I just want you." is it that difficult to comprehend the amount of courage taken to tell you that?
Humbly, I put down my pride to admit I've done wrong, I've hurt people.
I don't forget, for even a second, of how imperfect I am and I can be.
Not forgetting how many times I've faltered every time I thought I could hold up.
Feeling fidgety in my seat once again looking around, gaining back the awareness of my surroundings.
Tensely holding onto my breath, typing quicker and quicker.
Weighing down on my shoulders the workload piling up by the minute,
I hold my heart, keep it deeper into myself waiting til the moment of lightness strikes again.