Strangely, I am feeling pretty low already so there isn't much emotions I can show.
I can't feel angry, sad, unhappy, disappointed. I'm just letting it be.
Perhaps throughout the years, I've gone on to this part of me that has flown past who I was.
Someone that used to hung onto the things/places that she loves?
I think that part has gone on a walk on its own.
It has departed from me, and isn't part of me any longer.
Right down to the core, if I look inwards I know I should be hurting.
I just cannot bring myself to do that anymore.
To waste emotions and energy on people and things that will never change.
I'd rather do something about it or do something better rather than it.
Funny how they used to matter to me, they used to matter the world to me.
I'd fight til I've knocked the daylights out of my soul just that one smile.
I'd stop breathing if it helped them find happiness.
Ironically, I hold onto myself. I dig this ditch inwards and bury myself deeper.
I find myself letting it to, letting it all go.
Finally, for you that might be reading, I'd like you to know remember...
You're the only one left I'm fighting for. And I'd still fight for you with all I have.
Any day, any time, with all I have even if I'm left with nothing.
Smile, people.
Life goes on, make this day count.
Make someone smile, pick up the can on the floor.
Do something, make this day count guys.
Xo
